Never feel like this before in my entire life…..

started the day with half opened eyes… with my head still heavy, got not enough sleep…..

have to wake up at dawn about 3:30 AM because of that damn leaks at my roof and sealings, got my bed all soaking wet… wanna change my sheets but i don’t have enough strength to find a clean one, just grab a towel to wipe and absorb the wet part of my sheet, after that i tried to get back to sleep but i can’t….. so i just wondering my mind around on unimportant things..

wake up from bed from my unimportant thinks (*&@#!#Q) and walk to bathroom and have wudhu for “subuh”…. make some cofee and watch my downloaded movies to fill the time till 8:00 AM, have appointment with friend on campus to supervise student at PBL location in Maros.

At maros i didn’t meet my students cos almost every groups is allready in the field working ttheir programmes… one more unsuccessful moment..!!

Got back to campus at 1.00 PM have to attend a meeting about project with Dean and several colleagues, but my eyes still heavy and very sleepy so i didn’t quit captured the point of the meeting…. another unsuccessfull hours….

@ 3;00 PM when finally i got time to sit on my chair in my office, wanna chat and pm with friends but somethings comes up, one of my so called best friend was mad at me (my mistake cos leaving my YM online while i went to PBL and somebody else using it and have a chat with her… ) another thing that really make my day not getting any better…!!

stayed a while  just to calm my mind and resting my eyes a bit, and at 5;00 PM i’m heading home with my ride fortunately it’s not raining at the time (don’t know how it is gonna be if its raining… feels like it’ll completed my day… fiuhhh).. finally i got home at 6;30 PM heading to my room and find that damn room and bed still soaking wet…

I done Maghrib and trying to get some sleep very earlier than usual… but not long enough my phone ringing… damn i forgot that i promise my friend to discuss about his thesis… so can’t get to rest yet…. he pick me up at my home, and go to some place to have some coffee and talk about his thesis… when he still works with his thesis thats when i got time to write this blog…

i don’t know what comes next.. hope finally i can go home and have my eyes rest… fiuuuuuuuuuhhhh and end this very rough day….